I’m a living doll
in a dollhouse
I cup the hot ceramic
eggshell with blue flowers
demand it be sweetened
“but we don’t put sugar in this tea”
I’m told (why not?)
I sip bitter
the strange leaves settling
at the bottom
left unfinished
half will sit untouched
by the time my parents pick up the cheque.
Gypsy woman
reading tea leaves
she gleans the mysteries of the universe
from the bottom of a saucer.
Surrender those brown-green fortune-tellers
—you can’t change destiny.
I think the worst part of having
your future read
is getting through the tea first.
Always, the need to spit
terrible-tasting roughs
from your lips.
Don’t steep the tea too long
you gradually learn.
Warm your hands with the cup
turn, turn the smooth ceramic
with the strange earth taste.
Watch elders meditate over their drinks
steam wafting gently
like their serenity.
Blow the heat away
and sip.
Sip.
Jeanette Vo
Jeanette Vo lives in Richmond, B.C. She holds a BA in English literature and psychology from the University of British Columbia. Her work has been published in several magazines, including Ricepaper, Existere, filling Station, Vallum and Prairie Journal.